[ bucky's thoughts turn— dark, conflicted. steve is his closest friend, he's like family, he's his best guy and he'd die for him a hundred times over if it meant steve got to live another day.
what if this crosses the line, what if this is what unravels the threads that bind them? he fears the consequences but not for himself, because who gives a shit about the man they call the winter soldier? but steve — what if he hurts him with this? this could scar them, if they fall apart on each other. if they lose each other again, this time without having to die to do it.
haven't they both suffered enough? god, what is he doing? ]
i've never loved anyone more than i've loved you. don't think i ever will, either.
you're it for me, steve. i won't survive it if you died on me.
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what if this crosses the line, what if this is what unravels the threads that bind them? he fears the consequences but not for himself, because who gives a shit about the man they call the winter soldier? but steve — what if he hurts him with this? this could scar them, if they fall apart on each other. if they lose each other again, this time without having to die to do it.
haven't they both suffered enough? god, what is he doing? ]
i've never loved anyone more than i've loved you. don't think i ever will, either.
you're it for me, steve. i won't survive it if you died on me.